Free from Society
Oh my god!!! I can't take this soma, sex and lenina, and controllment of a society. This society is nothing for me. People don't think for themselves and if they do it only leads to mad,sad,exhaustion and different emotions. Soma takes every ones worries away apparently. And sex is everything the girl I loved(Lenina) wanted, to use me, to be with me, to have me. This damn society makes me feel controlled and I can't be in it for a second longer. Let me out!!!
I was brought to this society by Bernard because I begged him to. To leave the Savage Reservations and into another society where I found my father who wasn't so welcoming. Soma was the only thing everyone turned to, to take and make their problems and worries all go away. No one can think for themselves and sex, sex was all people wanted. When I saw lenina "her eyes, her hair, her cheek, her gait, her voice" everything felt so right despite my morals. I am an outcast, and with this I declare my self free from society. I don't want to feel controlled nor used and emotionless.
Soma, soma, soma, why must I feel the need to have you. To make me happy. I am not happy, but I should be able to think for myself. I will show my strength and be free from soma.
As for you Lenina It's not all about sex dear, I want to be married not so you can just have me whenever. Instead it was "kiss me, till I'm in a coma. Hug me, honey, snuggly,...." I cant be your honey!!!
As for this society I will be free while you all are little soma tablets waiting to be taken. Or a Epsilon waiting to be treated right. I need to learn for myself and grow old and be free. I rather be alone if that's what it takes.
I have figured out I don't need to be controlled, used for sex, and have soma to fulfill my desires. Lenina I'm not sorry to leave you and as for soma I will be so glad to not feel good all the time. I wont feel controlled, all I need is to be free from all of this and leave this society for good!!
